I feel better today. I also feel really anxious about the classes that I’ve been missing and now the fact that one I need to graduate, I might not be able to take. That actually might be the thing that is making me the most anxious. I have absolutely NO desire to be here for an extra semester, but then I think about all the work that I put into my theatre major and I wonder if it would be worth it to drop it with just one class left to take. I hate feeling like I might have to be here longer than I want. The only thing that would make it okay is the fact that I have friends that would be around. However, I don’t want to put off California longer than I have to.

I guess I just always thought that my theater major would be the easy one. I put way more work into it than I put into my cinema major after all. Then again I did a lot of acting classes. I wish that would’ve been enough, I feel like that was the most valuable for me though, but liberal arts degrees are all about making you get education you don’t actually need. Once I get the special permissions (hopefully) I will feel better. Other than that, I’ve had an alright day. I do want to go back home though.